UR SLEEPING

OK. I read ur post here & on ur blog. I dont get what u mean in ether one but u can definitly say all the nice things u want bout me. I all ways like that. I kno u dont want 2 go 2 Cali & ur just saying u dont want 2 go rite now 2 put it off. It wont be like Chicago. I didnt like it there cause u & Robbie were up 2 stuff & I was afraid u wuold get in trouble & I wuoldnt be able 2 do any thing bout it. Cali will b diffrent. I will work & may b go 2 school if u want it so bad. U can see ur brother & enjoy some warmer weather. We can see the ocean. I wuold like that a lot. We cuold start over & may b u wuold feel better. Not cause its warm or a diffrent place but cause u wuoldnt have 2 worry bout every 1 & try 2 fix every bodys problems there. U cuold b there 4 me & I cuold b there 4 u. Who else do u need? When I checked on u a minit ago u were snoring & coffing & I still think ur the best looking guy on the planet. Amber thot it was funny but she doesnt see u like I do. Lets go 2 Cali & see each other like that & may b u will start 2 feel that way I see u. Please.